钢琴 音乐

音乐，是我生活中的必需品
认识我的人都应该知道我很喜欢音乐
从前的我，对音乐，对钢琴的热诚
是我心中一团很大的火
不知从何开始
我开始认为
弹钢琴是一种负担
那时
我讨厌钢琴
讨厌音乐

但是
在不久之前
我发现到了我的错误
钢琴
其实不是一种负担
钢琴
我对钢琴的热诚没有改变
那为何我会有厌烦的感觉？

追根究底
是我的错
我遇上了错的老师
老师的教导方式
名副其实的填鸭式
我以前不曾发觉有任何的问题
但是
如今我发现
我以前的钢琴知识没有了
那知识，是如此的短暂

没关系
我现在我一股冲动
我要重新学起
但是这次是我自己学
靠自己，最好
:)

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