am back before the end of july

july passed between curses and naps and laughter and anxiousness and everything in between
august arrives on the doorstep, knocking
reminding me of responsibilities and events and examinations and all the things I had never done
i have been taking too much rest
the upcoming trials is an impending doom
but somehow i am not lost
yet

a few more months before the end of college
a relief and a melancholy
i will inevitably miss all of this
carpe diem indeed

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