taking a little break

oh hello peeps your majesty is finally back and running /bows
it's been quite some time since i set foot here
basically im just really lazy and just lazy in general

so september starts quietly with the constant echos of "finals is coming"
thanks alot ms tan i dont need you to remind me of my nightmare
this year is the year of procrastination for me lbvr
i've literally done nothing to improve my studies
so i actually dreaded october to come

25th of september was quite a memorable day in my life
my day started off quietly with just a few messages and one really long phone call from a certain lady
i started suspecting things when samantha ((yes lady you were //that// obvious)) wanted me to go down to the canteen even if i didn't want to
((yes i did that on purpose because i am testing thank you very much i am very fabulous))
and i knew things was up when yiwei and karrpeng disappeared right after the bell rang
mainly because that my dear will never leave his gay partners behind
and the fact that kaiyun and michelle ran down made me even more suspicious
so i teased samantha and weijing into dragging me down the stairs
and we sat at an empty table and all of my friends was surrounding me
suddenly my lam lam stood up and walked to my side
i was literally facepalming because omg can you nOT BE SO OBVIOUS
but i am still very surprised because michelle and kaiyun literally emerged from my back and started singing happy birthday
i was so happy so
i started being all awkward and potatoish
like i was literally "ehehehehehehehheh happy birthday to me????"
oh im so sorry guys istg my face looked calm but i am really happy and flailing inside
we sang the whole thing and i was thinking where did dear go and he just came in and said "WHY YOU GUYS NO WAIT US"
oh dear god that one is the golden phrase of the year
the chocolate cake is really nice and all
and just im just so happy it doesnt taste like chocolate at all it tasted like a lump of sugar
everything is just rainbows and unicorns and sugar and i just love all of you so much
xoxo guys /no pun intended

and i started this writing letters thing and lbr im going to frame all of these letters and keep them until i die
those are the best like its really good and im really touched
sometimes pen and paper expresses thought better than speaking do
just like how numbers can express what words couldn't

and so october came 5 days after candles and letters
it started with pmr holidays and i totally procrastinated through the 9 days
so now im at the last week of my exams
totally hating on that decision
if i started early i would've done better?????

everything was fine until the last week of exams because i have the ultimate enemy in my life that is
//CALCULATIONS//
so i just rolled my way from monday to thursday
and now here i am
totally no idea how my results will be
but trust me i rolled my big fat self on it
so it ain't going to be pretty

my bed tho
i've been spending too less time with him he's whining
2 hours a day is not enough for our relationship to hold on
so im gonna make it all up for him after exams
like literally spend 20 hours on my bed
sorry mum you don't want my bed to be angry
he might swallow me and i might end up in narnia
azlan is cool but ice queen freaked me out so
for the sake of my future just let me sleep ok

so i think that's all for today i need to crawl back for bio
last day of paper 2s and yes this is the last day i will stay up until 3
please dont gawk at me
i have the body and stamina of a kpop idol
but i just dont have the looks
eheh
pls dont hit me

lesson of the year
last minutes is the worse decision ever
as if im not dumb enough

word vomit done
im out





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